I am trying so hard to be strong again…
To take the bull by the horn
To face the fight and loosen the tight
Maybe with fist so that it could fit again
Maybe with smiles so that it could smooth again.
Right now my heart want to fail me
And the future appear blank…bleak.
I fought to be the best but why am I like the rest?
I fought to be outstanding but why am I not fitting in?
Hour by hour I hustle
Day by day I struggle
What more can I do?
To make this mark.
What more can I say to myself
To push me tomorrow.
Because my soul is weak and I have given up on myself, on life too.
You know what I did?
I continued tomorrow…
It was difficult. It was painful.
It was foolish. But I continued…
I never wanted to, but I have to because it was my only option.
I continued working hard.
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I was determined, I was persistent with my work.
Some days I thought my self insane, other days I thought my self sane
All the same I was me.
You need just you to inspire yourself
You need just you to tell yourself it going to work
Perseverance makes the work a lot easier
Believing in yourself makes it a lot faster
All the same, you going to work.
You going to sweat, you going to push.
This is a world of service, you have to get up and run[1] .
Don’t give up now. You know why?
Miracle is on the way.
I told myself I will win
But first I have to work.
I have to do this once and be happy for the rest of my life.
The world need to know my name.
They need to stand and make way…
I deserve a happy and fulfilled life.
That is why I am paying the price now…
Few years later, it dawned on me that we can be whatever we set our mind to be.
Be persistent, be happy.
Work hard, believe in yourself and one day the world will sign your name.
Not probably, definitely.
Believe me
Believe in you.
Believe in the future.
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MMESOINSPIRES