My Gentleman,
My Prince in shining armour,
My heartbeat,
Tell me why…
Yes, tell me why you love me so much,
cause your love is making me feel like I’m in a different world,
Very far from the earth,
Please, don’t call me back.
Gazing upon his well structured face, his eyes drowned in mine, I thought aloud…
“Tell me, my dear Gentleman,
“Will you still love me as much as you do if you find out the truth about me?
Will you still want us to walk hand in hand if you learnt of the Injuries of my past?
Will you still call me your “Sunshine” when you find out that darkness becloud my soul?
My Gentleman,
I have kept some secrets from you.
Secrets that gnaws at my soul at midnight and made me avoid early morning rays,
Dark secrets that always put me in hiding whenever I catch a glimpse of sunshine,
My Gentleman, I had hidden the truth from you,
Truth, which I only whisper in the dead of the night to the breeze,
No one knows about this,
Not even my estranged twin,
And I intend carrying it to the grave.
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Somethings are better left unsaid,
Some stories are better left untold,
I know you wouldn’t stay if I let you know,
I know you wouldn’t love me as fiercely as you do if you find out all you need to know.
Just a glimpse at my scar,
Maxwell left,
Ray left,
David left,
Arnold left,
Eric cursed and left,
I cannot afford to lose you too my Gentleman,
So I better keep it to myself.
My life has been a battle,
Even while I was an infant,
I have always live my life in darkness,
And curse the light,
I’m a good soul but my spirit is low,
A battered life.
I watched you promise me endless love and eternal bliss,
How long will it last, my Gentleman, when you find out the truth?
I’m scared.
It really hurts,
That all walk away just with a glimpse at my injury,
I’m just wondering,
What would have happened if I had showed them my wound,
Fresh bleeding wounds,
Which had refused to heal even after these years,
Greater is the hurt,
My Gentleman,
That I will continue to live in this darkness, till dusk.
